Well maybe I am a consevartive gay.

gray_side

sephicious wrote: »

@gray_side, I love your nickname so much, coz my friends told me that I'm living in such side (I mean grey). A dream about marrying my couple in church? I never think of it actually, but it does sound..... I can't describe it. But here is hoping for it happen for you someday . ~O)

That's the purpose of my nick name, + if u remove the "r"
Walaa...
Wakakakaka

Thx alot...
But first i need to find a bf first,
I've been single forever,
Wakakaka

sephicious

@hekian, No. I'm single for almost 4 years. Sad isn't it? Well it's more lonely than sad. Hehehe

@gray_side, Forever is a very long term. Wow, maybe you should open up yourself a bit. That's the thing that I'm lacking of myself. Trying to be out there, but some of us, I mean gays, are just simply mean and shallow. So let's hoping that we'll working our best despite our singleness. LOL.

sephicious

@arcoilus, Thank you so much. It is nice to find someone that happy for us. So have you coming out to your family?

@dewa91, Well that is what sister have to do. I mean sibling relationship should have to support each other no matter what. I'm happy for you. What about your parents?

gray_side

sephicious wrote: »

@hekian, No. I'm single for almost 4 years. Sad isn't it? Well it's more lonely than sad. Hehehe

@gray_side, Forever is a very long term. Wow, maybe you should open up yourself a bit. That's the thing that I'm lacking of myself. Trying to be out there, but some of us, I mean gays, are just simply mean and shallow. So let's hoping that we'll working our best despite our singleness. LOL.

It's people who can't accept me, i do opened my heart to some guys... But there's always reason i'm not accepted... -.-
*Jadi curcol hahahaha....

Yeah keep doing our best and hope the prince charming would come to us XD

sephicious

@gray_side, I don't think you need a prince charming on a white horse to save you. I think (just an opinion) you need to find your Mr. Personality. And if some of us didn't accept you for you physique, well what more can you say. Let just those who are shallow become shallower. LOL

gray_side

sephicious wrote: »

@gray_side, I don't think you need a prince charming on a white horse to save you. I think (just an opinion) you need to find your Mr. Personality. And if some of us didn't accept you for you physique, well what more can you say. Let just those who are shallow become shallower. LOL

It's not like i'm ugly lol....
Things just difficult,
I'm not expecting that much as a gay,
I don't mind end up as single when i'm old, coz i also think i couldn't be with girl, kasian si cewek kena bohongin,
Hahahaha.

But still i'm looking for chances XD

hekian

@sephicious: nope, being single isn't sad thing, just make your single time more precious. because, if you've already with someone, you should try to harmonize the condition, so you will miss your single phase haha, except you'll find the mr. right, the universe will give you full ton of happines

Ascareus

pertanyaan simple sang konservatif
menurutmu gay dosa tidak berdasarkan pov (point of view) alkitab sejauh pencarianmu?

sephicious

@hekian, Hmm, nice points of view. Yeah sure, being single has it's own perks and so does relationship. Yeah, just enjoying our life despite our relationship stats right?

@Ascareus, Hm, aku juga masih ga tau. Soalnya jarang banget ketemu pendeta yang mau bahas tentang homosexuality. Biasa orang timur, kalo ngomongin hal-hal yg provokatif masih di anggap taboo.

Ascareus

sephicious wrote: »

@hekian, Hmm, nice points of view. Yeah sure, being single has it's own perks and so does relationship. Yeah, just enjoying our life despite our relationship stats right?

@Ascareus, Hm, aku juga masih ga tau. Soalnya jarang banget ketemu pendeta yang mau bahas tentang homosexuality. Biasa orang timur, kalo ngomongin hal-hal yg provokatif masih di anggap taboo.

sekalipun pengaruh dari doktrinasi pendeta itu ada, tapi bukan berarti pandanganmu terhadap gay itu harus ada setelah adanya penjelasan dari pendeta.
sebagai manusia yang memiliki akal pikiran, lumrah bagimu/ku/dia/mereka memiliki pandangan awal (initial POV).
nah yang kupertanyakan bagimu adalah pandangan awal ini.
jikalau masih tidak tahu, sorry you no have believe. you just have confusion indeed. en what you search for long is same religion not believe.
am i right?
logically
you say you are conservative then, what kind of conservative it's based on?
religion? then you should know how conservative paradigm after all.
cuz you are conservative, there is no point to share your questions anymore bro, because it's already answered. Big Hell NO.
or you're just trapped into confusion, then it will be another story.

sephicious

@Ascareus, Well maybe I'm not conservative after all, or maybe I'm just simply confuse. But I know that I'm preserving some things the way they are without have to change it. Isn't it the point of being conservative?
About what I'm looking for, I do looking for the same believe. Not religion. I looking for a person believe Christ as much as I do. I'm not looking for religion. It merely a faith/believe.
But I love your POV about me, or at least my writing. It shows me that someone is actually care enough to give me criticism and I love when it was purposed to help me blossom.
Thanks you very much @Ascareus, you must be a great friend in real life.

gray_side

hekian wrote: »

@sephicious: nope, being single isn't sad thing, just make your single time more precious. because, if you've already with someone, you should try to harmonize the condition, so you will miss your single phase haha, except you'll find the mr. right, the universe will give you full ton of happines

Nice~

Jadi betah lagi melajang,
Wakakakaka

Gw pernah baca komen dsini "Tuhan gak membenci gay, tp dy cuma mengecam praktek gay sex"
Ntu komen mententramkan hati,
Hahahaha...

Bukan brarti gw gak mau sex,
Nnti pasti ada saatnya gw jatuh juga,
Wakakakaka
And i shall do to someone i'll never regret it...
Hahahaha...

hekian

@sephicious: yeah, enjoying your life is more valuable than just daydreaming about relationship status. I try to enjoy my life day by day, although it's not perfect, but at least, I love my days. I always suggest to my friend who always put a value on their status 'Don't be a person who craving on relationship status so much, your life can down until the bottom part of hell.'

hekian

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