Dear: you & me

I no longer understand how it is exactly to reach you, love. I… I lost you. We’re dancing in a dark abyss we know so well by now, with this… this thing we have currently.

Clad, we’re equally OK. Naked, we’re mutually disgusted. Every truth seeping out of our mouth will only put burden to this fractured bridge between us.

What is this? I don’t recognize ‘this’ anymore… and, to be honest, I’m worn out. We used to communicate really well. The heart is beating on the cold floor on itself. We’ve abandoned it, and, frighteningly enough, we really just don’t care anymore.

Our hearts is racing towards each other, yet we thirst for each other’s affection. I can feel that: both of our eyes would be frantically searching for any positivity left in our stares when we would stop and stare at each other every morning before we’d finally exchange greetings quite flatly. But our soul is going against each other’s direction as we drive our car to the office.

We’re growing, yes. Farther apart. We’re throwing away any desire left trapped inside our bodies every time we exhale.

And I know that we know, that our feeling towards each other had drained out of the crevices of our souls long ago.

So, let’s just split, shall we? It’d be painful, love, we know that. But, at the very least, we get to feel something again.

And I’m fed up with our blank expression we’d show to each other when we wake up.

Don’t you?

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