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  • Cinta itu:
    -Sesuatu yang bisa membuat kita tertawa
    -Sesuatu yang bisa membuat kita menangis
    -Seusatu yang bisa membuat kita menjadi orang yang paling bahagia di dunia
    -Sesuatu yang bisa membuat kita menjadi orang yang paling menyedihkan di dunia
    -Sesuatu yang dapat memberitahu kita apa arti hidup kita

    Love is the Heart of Our Life

    and still looking for the heart of my life


    w.i.l.a.l.y.k.s.w
  • Bila
    Waktuku tersisa
    Untuk s'lalu di sisi
    Menjaga hatimu

    Aku
    'Kan s'lalu mencoba
    Berikan yang terbaik
    Untuk kau miliki

    Tapi maafkanlah aku
    Waktuku hanya sesaat

    Aku tak bisa memiliki
    Menjaga cintamu
    Walau sesungguhnya hatiku mencintaimu, memilikimu
    Aku tak ingin kau terluka
    Mencintai aku
    Hapuslah air matamu dan lupakan aku

    Sendiri
    Di batas asaku
    Hanya ingin kau bahagia
    Jalani hidupmu
    Aku kan slalu mencoba
    Berikan yang terbaik untuk kau miliki
    Tapi maafkanlah aku
    Waktuku hanya sesaat
  • You are my fire
    The one desire
    Believe when I say
    I want it that way

    But we are two worlds apart
    Can't reach to your heart
    When you say
    That I want it that way


    Tell me why
    Ain't nothin' but a heartache
    Tell me why
    Ain't nothin' but a mistake
    Tell me why
    I never wanna hear you say
    I want it that way

    Am I your fire
    Your one desire
    Yes I know it's too late
    But I want it that way



    Now I can see that we're falling apart
    From the way that it used to be, yeah
    No matter the distance
    I want you to know
    That deep down inside of me...

    You are my fire
    The one desire
    You are
    You are, you are, you are

    Don't wanna hear you say
    Ain't nothin' but a heartache
    Ain't nothin' but a mistake
    I never wanna hear you say
    I want it that way

    =======================================


    I want you but I don't want you....
    I desire you but I don't ......

    heuhueheuhuehuehe this time it was even harder for me, even I needed to have a break outside to be able to catch my breath .....

    Oh Lord, please help me..... I'm rising but there so much height I can rise to and the ceiling is above me.... please I need you to pull me down to earth... I need to be saved once again from my foolishness.....

    I'm calling up to heaven and I look down to hell, but it seems nothing is helping me....
  • What is Love?
    Love is Anger without Rage
    Love is Passion without Lust
    Love is Sadness without Sorrow
    Love is Seeing the Good side in Everything, without Losing Sight of the Ugly side.
    Love will only be as Beautiful or Painful as you wanted it to be.

    w.i.l.a.l.y.k.s.w
  • Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana… seperti kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu… Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana… seperti isyarat yang tak sempat dikirimkan awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada.
  • taurus_bi wrote:
    Spend all your time waiting
    For that second chance
    For a break that would make it okay
    There's always one reason
    To feel not good enough
    And it's hard at the end of the day
    I need some distraction
    Oh beautiful release
    Memory seeps from my veins
    Let me be empty
    And weightless and maybe
    I'll find some peace tonight

    In the arms of an angel
    Fly away from here
    From this dark cold hotel room
    And the endlessness that you fear
    You are pulled from the wreckage
    Of your silent reverie
    You're in the arms of the angel
    May you find some comfort there

    So tired of the straight line
    And everywhere you turn
    There's vultures and thieves at your back
    And the storm keeps on twisting
    You keep on building the lie
    That you make up for all that you lack
    It don't make no difference
    Escaping one last time
    It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
    This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

    In the arms of an angel
    Fly away from here
    From this dark cold hotel room
    And the endlessness that you fear
    You are pulled from the wreckage
    Of your silent reverie
    You're in the arms of the angel
    May you find some comfort there
    some times i sing this song ... Not for makes me feel weak but for stronger me day by day...
  • taurus_bi wrote:
    Spend all your time waiting
    For that second chance
    For a break that would make it okay
    There's always one reason
    To feel not good enough
    And it's hard at the end of the day
    I need some distraction
    Oh beautiful release
    Memory seeps from my veins
    Let me be empty
    And weightless and maybe
    I'll find some peace tonight

    In the arms of an angel
    Fly away from here
    From this dark cold hotel room
    And the endlessness that you fear
    You are pulled from the wreckage
    Of your silent reverie
    You're in the arms of the angel
    May you find some comfort there

    So tired of the straight line
    And everywhere you turn
    There's vultures and thieves at your back
    And the storm keeps on twisting
    You keep on building the lie
    That you make up for all that you lack
    It don't make no difference
    Escaping one last time
    It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
    This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

    In the arms of an angel
    Fly away from here
    From this dark cold hotel room
    And the endlessness that you fear
    You are pulled from the wreckage
    Of your silent reverie
    You're in the arms of the angel
    May you find some comfort there
    some times i sing this song ... Not for makes me feel weak but for stronger me day by day...

    this song reminds me of my weakness, the reason why I believe in God, because otherwise the feeling of helplessness will eat me alive
  • edited November 2008
    Everybody's looking for that something
    One thing that makes it all complete
    You find it in the strangest places
    Places you never knew it could be


    I'd never imagine I found you here of all places .... I should have known better not to start anything different .... or plain stupid .....

    Some find it in the face of their children
    Some find it in their lover's eyes
    Who can deny the joy it brings
    When you found that special thing
    You're flying without wings



    I found it in your goofy smiles, in your silly comments, in your weird and distant self .......

    Some find it sharing every morning
    Some in their solitary lives
    You find it in the words of others
    A simple line can make you laugh or cry


    seeing you is more than enough to make me smile and being away from you is more than enough to ....

    You find it in the deepest friendship
    The kind you cherish all your life
    And when you know how much that means
    You've found that special thing
    You're flying without wings


    are we friends?

    So impossible as they may seem
    You've got to fight for every dream
    'Cause who's to know
    Which one you let go
    Would have made you complete


    I'm tired, should I fight for you? Will I hurt you?

    Well, for me it's waking up beside you
    To watch the sunrise on your face
    To know that I can say I love you
    In any given time or place
    It's little things that only I know
    Those are the things that make you mine


    And I'd love to wake up next to you and watch sunrise together

    And it's like flying without wings
    'Cause you're my special thing
    I'm flying without wings

    And you're the place my life begins
    And you'll be where it ends
    I'm flying without wings
    And that's the joy you bring
    I'm flying without wings


    .....and take me for a flight.
  • well, it's just another day :-) and as stubborn as I can be, may be I try not to see any signs because I want it that way

    hahahahahahahaha

    well, sometimes act of despair is some sort of cry for help, or maybe that's battle cry and I'm on my warpath.....
  • bila asmaraku tlah tiba
    merenggut nafas dijiwa
    itu dia..

    yang datang hadirkan cinta
    menyebar kedalam rasa

    dapatkahku mengatakannya
    perasaan yang kupunya
    untuk dia..

    mestinya kuungkapkan saja
    tuk dapat jawaban darinya..


    dapatkah aku memeluknya
    menjadikan bintang disurga
    memberikan warna yang bisa
    menjadikan indah

    aku tak mampu mengatakan
    aku tak mampu tuk mengungkapkan
    hingga sampai saat ini
    perasaan tlah tertinggal

    dapatkah dia merasakan
    satu nafas yg tersimpan
    itu bukan cinta sekedar cinta biasa
    yang sesaat dan trus hilang
  • You Don't See Me


    I see you staring at me,
    but you never truly see,

    why I love you, oh, so much,
    when you're so out of touch.

    Feelings that we could have shared,
    you flung behind without a care.

    It seems so hard to let you go,
    and the process is so slow.

    I don't know whether I should stay,
    and waste another day away.

    I do know, though, that all this pain,
    will soon drive me insane.

    You don't feel me loving you,
    and you just can't seem to get a clue.

    You don't see me cry inside,
    and in you I know I can't confide.

    Yet still I find that you are blind,
    to things meant to be kind.

    You know nothing of my fears,
    and are unaware of all my tears.

    I know I really can't deny,
    things I feel as I look you in the eye.

    So who will help me make it though?
    Who will tell me what to do?

    How come every time I see your face,
    for me there's never any space?

    Maybe someday you'll see me differently,
    so until then, I'll be waiting silently.
  • BEDA ANTARA SUKA, CINTA DAN SAYANG


    Dihadapan orang yang kau cintai,
    musim adingin berubah menjadi musim semi yang indah

    Dihadapan orang yang kau sukai,
    musim dingin tetap saja musim dingin hanya
    suasananya lebih indah sedikit

    Dihadapan orang yang kau cintai,
    jantungmu tiba tiba berdebar lebih cepat


    Dihadapan orang yang kau sukai,
    kau hanya merasa senang dan gembira saja

    Apabila engkau melihat kepada mata orang yang
    kau cintai, matamu berkaca-kaca


    Apabila engkau melihat kepada mata orang yang
    kau sukai, engkau hanya tersenyum saja

    Dihadapan orang yang kau cintai,
    kata kata yang keluar berasal dari perasaan yang terdalam


    Dihadapan orang yang kau sukai,
    kata kata hanya keluar dari pikiran saja

    Jika orang yang kau cintai menangis,
    engkaupun akan ikut menangis disisinya


    Jika orang yang kau sukai menangis,
    engkau hanya menghibur saja

    Perasaan cinta itu dimulai dari mata, sedangkan
    rasa suka dimulai dari telinga
    Jadi jika kau mau berhenti menyukai seseorang,
    cukup dengan menutup telinga.

    Tapi apabila kau mencoba menutup matamu dari
    orang yang kau cintai, cinta itu berubah menjadi
    tetesan air mata dan terus tinggal dihatimu dalam
    jarak waktu yang cukup lama.

    "Tetapi selain rasa suka dan rasa cinta… ada
    perasaan yang lebih mendalam.
    Yaitu rasa sayang…. rasa yang tidak hilang
    secepat rasa cinta. Rasa yang tidak mudah berubah.

    Perasaan yang dapat membuat mu berkorban untuk orang yang kamu sayangi.
    Mau menderita demi kebahagiaan orang yang kamu sayangi.

    Cinta ingin memiliki. Tetapi Sayang hanya ingin
    melihat orang yang disayanginya bahagia..
    walaupun harus kehilangan."

    ==================================

    suka kah aku padamu? sayangkah aku padamu? cintakah aku padamu? aku tak tahu...
  • taurus_bi wrote:
    bila asmaraku tlah tiba
    merenggut nafas dijiwa
    itu dia..

    yang datang hadirkan cinta
    menyebar kedalam rasa


    dapatkahku mengatakannya
    perasaan yang kupunya
    untuk dia..

    mestinya kuungkapkan saja
    tuk dapat jawaban darinya..


    dapatkah aku memeluknya
    menjadikan bintang disurga
    memberikan warna yang bisa
    menjadikan indah


    aku tak mampu mengatakan
    aku tak mampu tuk mengungkapkan
    hingga sampai saat ini
    perasaan tlah tertinggal

    dapatkah dia merasakan
    satu nafas yg tersimpan
    itu bukan cinta sekedar cinta biasa
    yang sesaat dan trus hilang
    thats why i love this song...
  • Many nights we've prayed
    With no proof anyone could hear
    In our hearts a hope for a song
    We barely understood

    Now we are not afraid
    Although we know there's much to fear
    We were moving mountains long
    Before we knew we could


    There can be miracles, when you believe
    Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
    Who knows what miracles you can achieve
    When you believe, somehow you will
    You will when you believe


    In this time of fear
    When prayers so often prove in vain
    Hope seems like the summer birds
    Too swiftly flown away

    Yet now I'm standing here
    My heart's so full I can't explain
    Seeking faith and speaking words
    I never thought I'd say

    There can be miracles, when you believe
    Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
    Who knows what miracles you can achieve
    When you believe, somehow you will
    You will when you believe


    They don't know it's often when you ask

    And it's easy to give in to your fears

    But when you're blinded by your pain
    Can't see your way straight through the rain
    Boy,am i still resilient voice
    Says love is the relief


    There can be miracles

    When you believe

    Though hope is frail

    It's hard to kill

    Who knows what miracles,you can achieve

    When you believe, somehow you will

    somehow you will

    You will when you believe

    =================================

    I'm calling and I'm rising ... I barely ever needed to do this, but this time I really REALLY need to do this....
  • taurus_bi wrote:
    BEDA ANTARA SUKA, CINTA DAN SAYANG


    Dihadapan orang yang kau cintai,
    musim adingin berubah menjadi musim semi yang indah

    Dihadapan orang yang kau sukai,
    musim dingin tetap saja musim dingin hanya
    suasananya lebih indah sedikit

    Dihadapan orang yang kau cintai,
    jantungmu tiba tiba berdebar lebih cepat


    Dihadapan orang yang kau sukai,
    kau hanya merasa senang dan gembira saja

    Apabila engkau melihat kepada mata orang yang
    kau cintai, matamu berkaca-kaca


    Apabila engkau melihat kepada mata orang yang
    kau sukai, engkau hanya tersenyum saja

    Dihadapan orang yang kau cintai,
    kata kata yang keluar berasal dari perasaan yang terdalam


    Dihadapan orang yang kau sukai,
    kata kata hanya keluar dari pikiran saja

    Jika orang yang kau cintai menangis,
    engkaupun akan ikut menangis disisinya


    Jika orang yang kau sukai menangis,
    engkau hanya menghibur saja

    Perasaan cinta itu dimulai dari mata, sedangkan
    rasa suka dimulai dari telinga
    Jadi jika kau mau berhenti menyukai seseorang,
    cukup dengan menutup telinga.

    Tapi apabila kau mencoba menutup matamu dari
    orang yang kau cintai, cinta itu berubah menjadi
    tetesan air mata dan terus tinggal dihatimu dalam
    jarak waktu yang cukup lama.

    "Tetapi selain rasa suka dan rasa cinta… ada
    perasaan yang lebih mendalam.
    Yaitu rasa sayang…. rasa yang tidak hilang
    secepat rasa cinta. Rasa yang tidak mudah berubah.

    Perasaan yang dapat membuat mu berkorban untuk orang yang kamu sayangi.
    Mau menderita demi kebahagiaan orang yang kamu sayangi.

    Cinta ingin memiliki. Tetapi Sayang hanya ingin
    melihat orang yang disayanginya bahagia..
    walaupun harus kehilangan."

    ==================================

    suka kah aku padamu? sayangkah aku padamu? cintakah aku padamu? aku tak tahu...
    setiap hari kukatakan "aku sayang cinta" dan sering kali kukatakan "aku menyukaimu dirimu apa adanya"

    kenapa kupanggil cinta? Karena memang kumencintainya.... Dan kenapa ku katakan sayang? Karena memang ku menyayanginya... Dan memang kusukai dirinya seperti apapun dia... Hehehe... Mcuaaaaaahhhh... :P
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