love at the first sight

nagawa

the worst thing beeing a gay is, when you meet some one (not gay) and you feel like him you can't do any thing beside scilence and pretend that
everything is normal, that's happen to me right now, oh my god it's killing me.
well...... for the fisrt time i saw him it makes my heart go on (i think it is, love at the first sight) i can't help it. my brain save that one second splash sight in the deepest memory.
how couldn't i be like that if he look like "nicolas saputra", really........... he is, for sure.
but then again all i can do is scilence, i hate beeing like this (so....... stupid, God is so crule to me, not fair).
i don't know you all guys, do you have the same problem ??? (well..... i thing this is a problem to me), i dont know, when you like someone why
these word can't come out (i suddently can't talk, all the words is gone in my head) :oops:

Moonlight Crescent

there's no such thing. paling cuma crush! that's it!

nagawa

oh so that crush, btw what's crush anyway????

sandygituan

oh so that crush, btw what's crush anyway????

sebelum dijawab, anda jawab dulu dong, what's 'love' anyway? hehehe.[/quote]

sandygituan

anyway, gue juga sekarang gak percaya dg yg namanya 'love at first sight'. kalo crush atau 'lust at first sight' sih iya. utk lust/naksir dg seseorang kan hanya butuh waktu gak sampe sedetik. tapi utk bener2 love seseorang, gak segampang itu. love kan kompleks, ada sisi emosionalnya, perlu kenal dg si orangnya, ada prosesnya, dsb dsb (iya kan?)

anyway, masalah "kasih tak sampai" mah udah klasik. gak cuman kita2 gay aja yg ngalamin.

nih, sebagai ilustrasi (gue emang hobi copy paste + edit2 dikit hehehe)...

+ the worst thing beeing a straight guy is, when you meet someone (lesbian) and you feel like her you can't do any thing beside scilence and pretend that everything is normal, that's happen to me right now, oh my god it's killing me.

+ the worst thing beeing an old man is, when you meet someone (young and he likes young guys too) and you feel like him you can't do any thing beside scilence and pretend that everything is normal, that's happen to me right now, oh my god it's killing me.

+ the worst thing beeing a poor man is, when you meet someone (rich and snob) and you feel like him you can't do any thing beside scilence and pretend that everything is normal, that's happen to me right now, oh my god it's killing me.

anyway, gue turut simpati. pernah ngalamin kayak gitu juga deh. ingat kata lagu... why does the sun keep on shining... don't they know it's the end of the world... eh salah ya pilih lagunya. yang bener: it's NOT the end of the world!

nagawa

well love is...... :roll: :oops: (i don't kow),

wel sandy..... my point is that we (gay person) dont have, kebebasan mencinta as much as not gay person (akuilah emang seerti itu kok) soal contoh laen yg lo berikan ya...... mirip2 tapi tidak sama kan.

+ the worst thing beeing a straight guy is, when you meet someone (lesbian) and you feel like her you can't do any thing beside scilence and pretend that everything is normal, that's happen to me right now, oh my god it's killing me.

in a normal live how do you know if she is e lesbian kecuali kalo dia ngomong. in my case it's verry obvious

contoh yg laennya x laen gw tanggepi (mikir dulu)

sandygituan

nagawa wrote:

wel sandy..... my point is that we (gay person) dont have, kebebasan mencinta as much as not gay person (akuilah emang seerti itu kok) soal contoh laen yg lo berikan ya...... mirip2 tapi tidak sama kan.

yah, gue akui kondisi saat ini (di indonesia) memang gak memungkinkan kita untuk terbuka dengan seksualitas kita. tapi secara intrinsik IMO sebetulnya gak ada perbedaan mendasar antara kasih tak sampai atau cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan karena perbedaan status, orientasi seksual, usia, pekerjaan, dsb. semuanya sama2 kasih gak sampe hehehe. dan gak perlu ditangisi/disesalkan ok? memang gak semua orang bisa cocok, bisa jadian, bisa saling cinta. but life goes on...

+ the worst thing beeing a straight guy is, when you meet someone (lesbian) and you feel like her you can't do any thing beside scilence and pretend that everything is normal, that's happen to me right now, oh my god it's killing me.

in a normal live how do you know if she is e lesbian kecuali kalo dia ngomong. in my case it's verry obvious[/quote]

yah, mengetahui seseorang gay atau straight sebetulnya gak ada bedanya antara cowok dan cewek. kadang bisa keliatan langsung karena tanda2nya jelas banget, kadang mau gak mau harus kita tanya langsung karena gak ada hints sama sekali.

satria

nagawa wrote:

oh so that crush, btw what's crush anyway????

kayaknya bahasa langitnya ....puppy's love ..... ( kayaknya tapi) ....

nagawa

at last.................. sombody agree with me, btw IMO apaan seh ??????? :?: :?: :?: thanks :idea:

ch1m0x

kayaknya bukan cinta in 1st sight deh

kesengsem in 1st sight mungkin kata yg tepat

sandygituan

nagawa wrote:

at last.................. sombody agree with me, btw IMO apaan seh ??????? :?: :?: :?: thanks :idea:

IMO = in my opinion (menurut pendapat saya).

nagawa

oo...
well :roll: kalo gitu gw bakal kesengsem saban hari sabtu dong.

didi_t

fall in love with a str8 men, u r not the first person who felt that, i think almost gay man had felt it.

nagawa wrote:

oo...
well :roll: kalo gitu gw bakal kesengsem saban hari sabtu dong.

emangnya loe kl ketemu dia tiap sabtu, kl gitu knp loe gak hindari aja ketemuan sm dia, jad kan loe gak salting terus tiap sabtu

nagawa

emangnya loe kl ketemu dia tiap sabtu, kl gitu knp loe gak hindari aja ketemuan sm dia, jad kan loe gak salting terus tiap sabtu

gak mungkin wong aku sama dia kul bareng hari sabtu itu.
yg lebih ......................@#$@#%#$%#$%#!$
waktu ito sekelas pergi ke jogja bareng buat kunjungan lapangan, di mobil gw duduk sebelahan sama dia, ngobrol2 dikit (maseh kaku gt), dia orangnya kayak es batu kaku bgt jrg ngomong diajak ngobrol jg jwb seperlunya, praktis sepanjang perjalanan kayak di kuburan, 8)

tapi yg nyenengin gw dapet mencium aroma tubuhnya (gimana gak bikin kesengsem, oh my god that skin mulus bgt kayak boneka gak ada cacat dikit pun (asli gw cuman bisa menatap doang, alias curi2 pandang) gmana enggak disitu kan ada penumpang laen, gw berusaha agar jgn sampe mencolok gt deh)
senengnya lagi pas sepanjang jalan tuh kan pada ketiduran, aku ama dia, pas gw nyadar dia tertidur di pundak gw, dalam ati gw bilang Ha.......................................h ya udah gw biarin aja jdnya gw gak bisa tidur lagi deh................ ya gak ada kerjaan laen selain menikmati pemandangan, senengbanget ngeliatin dia lagi tidur semua pesona dia keluar pas waktu itu (mana bisa gw lupain itu, bukin ati gw meleleh ) :roll:
pulangnya gw tukeran tlp, berhubung hp gw ada kameranya ya ge photo dia tapi cuman sekali (nysel gw kenapa suman sekali), mo liat.............???
tapi kayaknya gak bakal gw share..................(gmn yah gak enak gw, kalo pun gak bakal ketahuan sama dia seh !!!) jadinya kalo lagi kangen gw liat aja poto dia di hp gw. tapi gw gak berani call dia (gak ada alasan untuk itu seh......... (apa, pinjem catetan........gak mungkin wong mata kul itu gak ada ujiannya kok cuman presentasi doang, ngulang seh))

so the point is, gw bersikap senormal mungkin sama dia (sungguh menyesakkan dada) but what else can i do????????????

eugh.......................

ToinK2

emm nagawa itu artinya bukan 1st sight doang dong, itu kan dah jadi tmn (sampe tidur di pundak segala hiyaww....) Iya mmg kalo dia nya str8, mmg bikin stress... Gada harepan ma skali buat jadi pacar...

Mnurut gua sih, kita punya mental yg lbh kuat dr str8. Yah... soalnya kalo gak kuat ya bisa gmn yah kan sering expresi dari hati gak bisa dikeluarin ... tahan lagi tahan lagi...
Tambah lagi, khususnya di indo, kita kaum G itu selama idup kayak maenin sandiwara (sejak kita sadar kita G) pura2 jd str8 ... Aiyah capeknya, kecuali kk2 yg udah punya bf, itu bisa ngelepasin sandiwara pas ber2an... Yg jomlo kayaknya cuma bisa ngomong ke kaca n ke komputer gini heheh....

satria

ToinK2 wrote:

kecuali kk2 yg udah punya bf, itu bisa ngelepasin sandiwara pas ber2an... Yg jomlo kayaknya cuma bisa ngomong ke kaca n ke komputer gini heheh....

... ih kamu bisa aja ..... kita kita kan dulunya kayak kamu juga ... malahan kayaknya lebih berat lagi tuh perjuangan kita kita ..... maklum aja kan nggak seterbuka sekarang ... hehehe ...