love at the first sight

nagawa

he he he, kok jadinya curhat gini?????????????????

jadi maluuuuuuuu :oops:

but give a damed how i feel :roll:

ada ya dinikmati ajalah

satria

nagawa wrote:

he he he, kok jadinya curhat gini?????????????????
ada ya dinikmati ajalah

...... welkom to de klub ... bro ...

the@soul

satria wrote:

nagawa wrote:

he he he, kok jadinya curhat gini?????????????????
ada ya dinikmati ajalah

...... welkom to de klub ... bro ...

satria sok abg tapi nanggung... mestinya da klub bro... bukan de klub

HJKL

nagawa wrote:

the worst thing beeing a gay is, when you meet some one (not gay) and you feel like him you can't do any thing beside scilence and pretend that
everything is normal, that's happen to me right now, oh my god it's killing me.
well...... for the fisrt time i saw him it makes my heart go on (i think it is, love at the first sight) i can't help it. my brain save that one second splash sight in the deepest memory.
how couldn't i be like that if he look like "nicolas saputra", really........... he is, for sure.
but then again all i can do is scilence, i hate beeing like this (so....... stupid, God is so crule to me, not fair).
i don't know you all guys, do you have the same problem ??? (well..... i thing this is a problem to me), i dont know, when you like someone why
these word can't come out (i suddently can't talk, all the words is gone in my head) :oops:

intro:
hey there ... i'm kev, new to the area here. 19 in Arkansas, US. Mixed-race here half American and half Indonesian, went to highschool in Indonesia. So I do apologize if I need to write in english. :oops:

I wanna share my opinion and idea regarding being out ...

Well ... it happened to me too when I was in Indonesia. Seems that Indonesian gay are still being prisoned by its culture and traditional things so they aren't able to be out regarding their status. I grew up in American culture&surroundings which we can say it's almost 'free' in every single thing. When I moved to Indonesia couple years ago, I met some difficulties. I used to be out in America (i'm out to anyone but my family; they know I'm gay but they just don't wanna talk about it and pretend I'm str8) but when I was there, my life was totally changed! Most people are being discreet ... there still lots of homophobic ppl out there (dammit!). Well, my suggestion is that just feel confident of yourself. You can't deny that you're gay can you? Guys, life is short, do whatever you wanna. Trust me.

And about da 'Love in first sight'. Yeah, I do believe in it. If it happened to me, I would just ask the guy whether or not he's gay. I don't wanna hold that feeling so it would hurt or makes me totally curious. Just ask; especially to the one you really suspice as gay. "Hey, are you gay?" If he's gay, then you're gonna talk more, but if he's not, he's just gonna deny it. Isn't that easy?

No offense guys ... sorry if it is. But that's what i'm gonna do.

Go Gays!

kev

Apollo

Si half bule kev bner jga. Tapi gak se"langsung" itu.
Kejar aja spt str8 ngejar cewek. Cari alasan apapun.
Alasan ma banyak: berteman, hobby sama... apapun.
Kalo gak tertarik ama hobbynya ya pura2lah tertarik. Str8 pun melakukan yg sama ama cwek. Bahka cwekpun begitu jga kalo suka ama cowok.

HJKL

Apollo wrote:

Si half bule kev bner jga. Tapi gak se"langsung" itu.
Kejar aja spt str8 ngejar cewek. Cari alasan apapun.
Alasan ma banyak: berteman, hobby sama... apapun.
Kalo gak tertarik ama hobbynya ya pura2lah tertarik. Str8 pun melakukan yg sama ama cwek. Bahka cwekpun begitu jga kalo suka ama cowok.

anyway, here's da key.
if he's gay, then he would give you a positive sign for it. if he's not, then there are some possibilities:
1. he would consider it as a joke (you're acting as a gay man)
2. he would just leave you
3. he would say : "Oh, ok. I'm cool with gay ppl as long as you don't hit me up")
4. he would say : "Oh my fuckin god. S-h-i-t! Fuck off, you faggot!" <= no gays would expect this lol but it happened to me before! lol

kev

satria

the@soul wrote:

satria wrote:

nagawa wrote:

he he he, kok jadinya curhat gini?????????????????
ada ya dinikmati ajalah

...... welkom to de klub ... bro ...

satria sok abg tapi nanggung... mestinya da klub bro... bukan de klub

... hehehe .... boleh khan ... ? ... ( kali kali aja gue nya yg salah ketik )

Fuji

lo ngetiknya pake kaki kali sat... makanya salah2..

Kaku_urata

ToinK2 wrote:

Tambah lagi, khususnya di indo, kita kaum G itu selama idup kayak maenin sandiwara (sejak kita sadar kita G) pura2 jd str8 ... Aiyah capeknya, kecuali kk2 yg udah punya bf, itu bisa ngelepasin sandiwara pas ber2an... Yg jomlo kayaknya cuma bisa ngomong ke kaca n ke komputer gini heheh....

ngatain gw yach....!!!
nyindir gw yach.....!!!

satria

Kaku_urata wrote:

ToinK2 wrote:

Tambah lagi, khususnya di indo, kita kaum G itu selama idup kayak maenin sandiwara (sejak kita sadar kita G) pura2 jd str8 ... Aiyah capeknya, kecuali kk2 yg udah punya bf, itu bisa ngelepasin sandiwara pas ber2an... Yg jomlo kayaknya cuma bisa ngomong ke kaca n ke komputer gini heheh....

ngatain gw yach....!!!
nyindir gw yach.....!!!

ih kamu sensi amat yach ...... iya khan yach ..... yach - yach - yach ....

Oktora_Rain

Sat, kaya iklan Keluarga berencana ya ya ya

Kaku_urata

satria wrote:

Kaku_urata wrote:

ToinK2 wrote:

Tambah lagi, khususnya di indo, kita kaum G itu selama idup kayak maenin sandiwara (sejak kita sadar kita G) pura2 jd str8 ... Aiyah capeknya, kecuali kk2 yg udah punya bf, itu bisa ngelepasin sandiwara pas ber2an... Yg jomlo kayaknya cuma bisa ngomong ke kaca n ke komputer gini heheh....

ngatain gw yach....!!!
nyindir gw yach.....!!!

ih kamu sensi amat yach ...... iya khan yach ..... yach - yach - yach ....

hehehehehee...... nyatanya emang gt gw ini....
pengen bgt,tp tak berani berekspresi...(ber-ereksi x ya..)

nagawa

And about da 'Love in first sight'. Yeah, I do believe in it. If it happened to me, I would just ask the guy whether or not he's gay. I don't wanna hold that feeling so it would hurt or makes me totally curious. Just ask; especially to the one you really suspice as gay. "Hey, are you gay?" If he's gay, then you're gonna talk more, but if he's not, he's just gonna deny it. Isn't that easy?

well kev i thing it is not that easy, i think if he gay too i don't think he'll make a confation ("pengakuan", bener gak seh nulisnya), may be you dont know that all gay here (not all exactly, mostly) are undercover, they will not easily blow up they cover to stranger, (i think). it' verry2 dangerous. i have an experience i know a guy (i dont' know him, never talk to him, but often see him ride a motor cycle passing my house, actually he is my neighbour, one day my mother house hold (ibu kost, gt) talking with her neighbour and she actidently find that he is a gay, and the word is (not good to be listened), i heard them talking. i wonder how if she know that in her house thers a gay too, (my be i'll be kick off).
it's not a big deal, but it's a verry large deal to me.
i dont know my be, i just leave it.

You can't deny that you're gay can you? Guys, life is short, do whatever you wanna. Trust me.

yes you right i can't. life is short in deed. but that dosent meent i have to make a fool of my self, my be you think that (im fool, but you begin to live here you'll understand), fool is better than a freak, here gay = freak.
sorry if there is ppl here angrry.

i dont like gambling ok, im a person who prefer chose (surely = kepastian)

but thx 4 your suggestion.