So he said...

alandra

He said he wants me back. I was taken aback. I felt something in my stomach as if I want to throw up. There were those moments when I would really love to hear those words. Those moments when just a word from him would eventually turn my world upside down. I waited...and waited...and waited for those words for months. they never came until last sunday. I said NO, we're better off as friends. God knows how I wanted to tell him I still like him, that given the chance I will try again but I just can't tell him such things. There are complications. My friends hate him. My parents will be disappointed. They have heard negative things about him. I just can't disappoint them. They mean so much to me to be subjected to disappointment.

Now, I only have myself. Now, I have to take full responsibility of my decision. I thought I was over him. I already get him out of my mind but I was wrong. When I told him "NO" I felt a twinge of pain. My God! How it hurts! Refusing someone you really love. But what hurts the most is loving that someone and knowing that he will never even fight for you.He said he wants me back...but he could never fight for me. The agony...I'm trying to bear it.

Alandra
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servisberkala

yang sabar yah

fiberz

hasil copas artikel lagi jeng? 8)

servisberkala

fiberz wrote:

hasil copas artikel lagi jeng? 8)

ah masa sih? :?: :?:

dave_blue

fiberz wrote:

hasil copas artikel lagi jeng? 8)

DeSe sLh kavLiNg jeNg...

fiberz

servisberkala wrote:

fiberz wrote:

hasil copas artikel lagi jeng? 8)

ah masa sih? :?: :?:

karyanya dl kan bnyk di warung lain.. hasil copas semua.. gajebo pula. tape dehhh

servisberkala

fiberz wrote:

servisberkala wrote:

fiberz wrote:

hasil copas artikel lagi jeng? 8)

ah masa sih? :?: :?:

karyanya dl kan bnyk di warung lain.. hasil copas semua.. gajebo pula. tape dehhh

oh ya, jebolan kampus BN harus bisa tau karya yang ori sama yang copas ya jeng

fiberz

servisberkala wrote:

fiberz wrote:

servisberkala wrote:

fiberz wrote:

hasil copas artikel lagi jeng? 8)

ah masa sih? :?: :?:

karyanya dl kan bnyk di warung lain.. hasil copas semua.. gajebo pula. tape dehhh

oh ya, jebolan kampus BN harus bisa tau karya yang ori sama yang copas ya jeng

jadi situ bisa bedain dong? *ragu*