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Is it normal ???

alandraalandra
edited September 2008 in BoyzLove
Just want to share something I have up in my mind since a long time n' which is hard to erase from it.
I had a Boy friend a long time ago. He was the man next door. He was the first for who I have opened my heart's gate. We were so happy together like any other lovers who start a new relationship n' fall in love with each other. It was the best time in my life. He was cheering me up all the time I was down n' I done the same for him. But, like any other love stories, good things went to the end. He went away with another man, but I was the first for him too, so she came back 4 months after, n' I told her not to give the same pain I have felt when he has gone. But 2 months after, he decided to go back with him n' gave the same feeling of pain to me. Since then, I saw his one or two times, n' we stayed friends. But I still love him. I have never met another man like him, also I have never fell in love with someone else. I have tried several times to get his come back to me, but it looks like he doesn't want to come back. But the problem is that I still think about her everytime, everyday of this life. Last night I also dreamt about his, while 2 years since he gone away, I was dreaming about him every nights, in the morning when I woke up, I was thinking about her. It's like I can't get him out of my head, that's so crazy, I mean, our story is about million years away so why do I still think about her ? Even if I met a lot n' a lot of girls after her, I still think about her. I thought going with a lot of other man would help me to forget her, but it doesn't work at all. I'm still in love with his, damn. I guess there's nothing to do, right !? It's so stressful for my mind n' I bear it for about 3 years now, it's so exhausted. So, I just posted this to have some advice from you all ;)

Alandra
+62 857 521 24 924
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  • GamalielGamaliel
    Cinta tak pernah memaksa, kita boleh mencintai siapa pun tapi tak pernah boleh memaksa orang itu mencintai kita dengan cinta yg sama.

    Cinta boleh buta, tapi pilihan hidup harus realistis. Mencintai dia wajar2 saja, tapi realistis gak mengharapkan dia? Coba deh ditimbang lagi. Kalau realistis, perjuangkan. Kalau tidak, tinggalkan dan bangun harapan baru!!! GBU
  • kangatazkangataz
    3 taun tu waktu yg lama, time to move on donk....
  • BlaZing bLueBlaZing bLue
    just let it go... you'd probably get him again, but then he'd probably go away again.

    ini a "she" or a "he"? why changing the pronoun all the time, btw? :p
  • SFinnSFinn
    Waria x,ato siang malem ganti klamin..bisny ganti2 gtu,ad ngomong jg kan ttg meet a lot of girl..ud gt bnyak pronoun laen yg salah jg,his yg mestiny him,bikin bingung aja..napa ga pk bahasa indo sih?ud dkasi bahasa yg gampang bwt komunikasi mala pk bahasa ga jelas yg bikin bingung..

    comment,cari yg laen ajah,relain...mangny yg maw ma u cm dy..klo ud tulus nglepasin pasti ga ad masalah...yg jd masalah adl u sndiri..
  • jujuljujul
    Gw jd bingung ama ceritanye... Cuman copas-edit aj x... Tp dy lupa/salah ganti pronoun'nya...
  • santa4ntsanta4nt
    jujul wrote:
    Gw jd bingung ama ceritanye... Cuman copas-edit aj x... Tp dy lupa/salah ganti pronoun'nya...

    gw betulin deh:
    alandra wrote:
    I just want to share something I've had in my mind for a long time since it is so hard to erase.

    I had a boyfriend a while ago. He was the man next door. He was the first to whom I opened the gate to my heart. We were so happy together like any other pair of lovers who started a new relationship: we fell in love with each other. It was the best time in my life. He was cheering me up all the time when I was down and I did the same for him.

    But, like any other love story, all good things came to an end. He went away with another man. But I was the first for him, too, so he came back four months later, and I told him not to give the same pain I had felt when he had been gone. But two months later, he decided to go back with him and it gave me the same feeling of pain.

    Since then, I saw him once or twice, and we stayed friends. But I still love him. I have never met another man like him, and I have never fallen in love with anyone else. I have tried several times to get him to come back to me, but it looks like he doesn't want to come back. But the problem is that I still think about him all the time, for every day of my life. Just last night I dreamed about him. Even though two years have passed since he went away, I've been dreaming about him every night. In the mornings when I wake up, I think about him. It's like I can't get him out of my head, that's so crazy. I mean, our story is about million years away so why do I still think about him? Even if I meet lots and lots of boys after him, I still think about him. I thought going out with lots of other men would help me to forget him, but it doesn't work at all. I'm still in love with him, damn. I guess there's nothing to do, right !? It's so stressful for my mind and I've been bearing it for about three years now. It's so exhausting.

    So, I just posted this to have some advice from you all.
  • tuti wasiattuti wasiat
    alandra wrote:
    Just want to share something I have up in my mind since a long time n' which is hard to erase from it.
    I had a Boy friend a long time ago. He was the man next door. He was the first for who I have opened my heart's gate. We were so happy together like any other lovers who start a new relationship n' fall in love with each other. It was the best time in my life. He was cheering me up all the time I was down n' I done the same for him. But, like any other love stories, good things went to the end. He went away with another man, but I was the first for him too, so she came back 4 months after, n' I told her not to give the same pain I have felt when he has gone. But 2 months after, he decided to go back with him n' gave the same feeling of pain to me. Since then, I saw his one or two times, n' we stayed friends. But I still love him. I have never met another man like him, also I have never fell in love with someone else. I have tried several times to get his come back to me, but it looks like he doesn't want to come back. But the problem is that I still think about her everytime, everyday of this life. Last night I also dreamt about his, while 2 years since he gone away, I was dreaming about him every nights, in the morning when I woke up, I was thinking about her. It's like I can't get him out of my head, that's so crazy, I mean, our story is about million years away so why do I still think about her ? Even if I met a lot n' a lot of girls after her, I still think about her. I thought going with a lot of other man would help me to forget her, but it doesn't work at all. I'm still in love with his, damn. I guess there's nothing to do, right !? It's so stressful for my mind n' I bear it for about 3 years now, it's so exhausted. So, I just posted this to have some advice from you all ;)

    Alandra
    +62 857 521 24 924

    oh no no no....
  • RECTORYRECTORY
    alandra wrote:
    Just want to share something I have up in my mind since a long time n' which is hard to erase from it.
    I had a Boy friend a long time ago. He was the man next door. He was the first for who I have opened my heart's gate. We were so happy together like any other lovers who start a new relationship n' fall in love with each other. It was the best time in my life. He was cheering me up all the time I was down n' I done the same for him. But, like any other love stories, good things went to the end. He went away with another man, but I was the first for him too, so she came back 4 months after, n' I told her not to give the same pain I have felt when he has gone. But 2 months after, he decided to go back with him n' gave the same feeling of pain to me. Since then, I saw his one or two times, n' we stayed friends. But I still love him. I have never met another man like him, also I have never fell in love with someone else. I have tried several times to get his come back to me, but it looks like he doesn't want to come back. But the problem is that I still think about her everytime, everyday of this life. Last night I also dreamt about his, while 2 years since he gone away, I was dreaming about him every nights, in the morning when I woke up, I was thinking about her. It's like I can't get him out of my head, that's so crazy, I mean, our story is about million years away so why do I still think about her ? Even if I met a lot n' a lot of girls after her, I still think about her. I thought going with a lot of other man would help me to forget her, but it doesn't work at all. I'm still in love with his, damn. I guess there's nothing to do, right !? It's so stressful for my mind n' I bear it for about 3 years now, it's so exhausted. So, I just posted this to have some advice from you all ;)

    Alandra
    +62 857 521 24 924

    FIRST OF ALL..LEARN ENGLISH PROPERLY. YOURS IS JUST AWFUL!!
  • abxisabxis
    alandra wrote:
    Just want to share something I have up in my mind since a long time n' which is hard to erase from it.
    I had a Boy friend a long time ago. He was the man next door. He was the first for who I have opened my heart's gate. We were so happy together like any other lovers who start a new relationship n' fall in love with each other. It was the best time in my life. He was cheering me up all the time I was down n' I done the same for him. But, like any other love stories, good things went to the end. He went away with another man, but I was the first for him too, so she came back 4 months after, n' I told her not to give the same pain I have felt when he has gone. But 2 months after, he decided to go back with him n' gave the same feeling of pain to me. Since then, I saw his one or two times, n' we stayed friends. But I still love him. I have never met another man like him, also I have never fell in love with someone else. I have tried several times to get his come back to me, but it looks like he doesn't want to come back. But the problem is that I still think about her everytime, everyday of this life. Last night I also dreamt about his, while 2 years since he gone away, I was dreaming about him every nights, in the morning when I woke up, I was thinking about her. It's like I can't get him out of my head, that's so crazy, I mean, our story is about million years away so why do I still think about her ? Even if I met a lot n' a lot of girls after her, I still think about her. I thought going with a lot of other man would help me to forget her, but it doesn't work at all. I'm still in love with his, damn. I guess there's nothing to do, right !? It's so stressful for my mind n' I bear it for about 3 years now, it's so exhausted. So, I just posted this to have some advice from you all ;)

    Alandra
    +62 857 521 24 924
    gak usa terlalu dipikir mala pusing sendiri ntar huahahha
  • RECTORYRECTORY
    alandra wrote:
    Just want to share something I have up in my mind since a long time n' which is hard to erase from it.
    I had a Boy friend a long time ago. He was the man next door. He was the first for who I have opened my heart's gate. We were so happy together like any other lovers who start a new relationship n' fall in love with each other. It was the best time in my life. He was cheering me up all the time I was down n' I done the same for him. But, like any other love stories, good things went to the end. He went away with another man, but I was the first for him too, so she came back 4 months after, n' I told her not to give the same pain I have felt when he has gone. But 2 months after, he decided to go back with him n' gave the same feeling of pain to me. Since then, I saw his one or two times, n' we stayed friends. But I still love him. I have never met another man like him, also I have never fell in love with someone else. I have tried several times to get his come back to me, but it looks like he doesn't want to come back. But the problem is that I still think about her everytime, everyday of this life. Last night I also dreamt about his, while 2 years since he gone away, I was dreaming about him every nights, in the morning when I woke up, I was thinking about her. It's like I can't get him out of my head, that's so crazy, I mean, our story is about million years away so why do I still think about her ? Even if I met a lot n' a lot of girls after her, I still think about her. I thought going with a lot of other man would help me to forget her, but it doesn't work at all. I'm still in love with his, damn. I guess there's nothing to do, right !? It's so stressful for my mind n' I bear it for about 3 years now, it's so exhausted. So, I just posted this to have some advice from you all ;)

    Alandra
    +62 857 521 24 924


    YOUR ENGLISH IS REALLY,TRULY,HORRIBLE.
  • hendra.halimanhendra.haliman
    hahaaaa....

    besok2 pake bahasa indo ajah,...

    trus kalo copy paste,.... at least jangan lupa di edit dengan bener dunk :p
  • lovesame31lovesame31
    Awalnya pake He tau2 kok pake She?

    Nah lho nah lho.... :roll:
  • benishidarebenishidare
    ini kok jadi thread pelajaran inggris, padahal gw pengen tau kelanjutan kisahnya... TSnya mana ya? -_-"
  • afkaristanafkaristan
    lovesame31 wrote:
    Awalnya pake He tau2 kok pake She?

    Nah lho nah lho.... :roll:
    wkakakakak...
    besok2 sblum di post, copy ke MS Word dulu, jangan lupa centang check grammar pada submenu languange, dari situ bisa ketauan grammatical error nya
    biar kagak malu2in kek gini
  • benishidarebenishidare
    afkaristan wrote:
    lovesame31 wrote:
    Awalnya pake He tau2 kok pake She?

    Nah lho nah lho.... :roll:
    wkakakakak...
    besok2 sblum di post, copy ke MS Word dulu, jangan lupa centang check grammar pada submenu languange, dari situ bisa ketauan grammatical error nya
    biar kagak malu2in kek gini

    ya sudahlah, gak usah dibesar besarkan...
    khan emang udah kenyataan dia salah ketik zzzz
    masih juga dibahas -_-"
    kasian la, topicnya jadi melenceng... ^^
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