At this moment, i was so lonely...
I just dont know what to do
Well, i feeded the birds, i have pray, n then i just dont know where to go
I used to play badminton at this time, but bigmin, my little brother who i use to play with is already take bath means that he is not going to play this afternoon
I need a friend, but no one will be my friends
I just cant make a friend
I born to be alone
Well, i knew i was a gay
And i knew i was alone when i just a little child
Now, i’m just months away to be a 19 years old boy
I grew up...
But, i didnt change at all
alone...
i just feel different with others
but, is it where i am that cause why i’m so lonely?
Could i have friends if i was somewhere else
I just dont fits with the peoples around me
I mean...i’d like to live in modern city
Find people by internet
Just like that
I cant live this way
Anyway, i hate him...
I mean my little brothers
Well, i hate everybody
Everybody hate me...
What’s right?
What’s wrong?
He have friends
I haven’t
He always out of home
I always in
He is straight
I am gay (fuck it!!!)
Comments
ko gitu kangataz nih, bukannya dikasih tutorial...
eh, gimana kalo kangataz buka sesi tutorial, ya semacam short course gitu? keren kan?! apalagi kalo gaya slang-an a la amrik situ, pasti T-O-P!!
Awful,awful English!!!!
gw uda mulai bisa nikmati kesendirian gw karena pada dasarnya gw emang lebih suka sendiri daripada rame-rame
i spent my time with reading wikipedia, mostly about geography...
harus sering2 ada waktu buat pegi rame2 jg
hehe
yah waktu sendiri jg butuh sih..
imbangin d..hehe
btw, geography is nice
i like it too..hehe
duh..gw malah pengen sendiri dulu. dah terlalu rame skrg
hahaha
gini aja..yey ke salon..terus ke gym..terus ke reflexi..terus cari makan.
gih..
buru..gw mo ngojek lagi.
dah...
paling cm di skul aja
selesai skul sndirian
paling gw sibuk baca forum
nonton tivi
kadang2 maen ps
gw paling suka geografi tentang negara-negara gitu (istilahnya apa sih?)
skrg gw ge mempelajari tentang benua eropa
seru banget...
paling cm di skul aja
selesai skul sndirian
paling gw sibuk baca forum
nonton tivi
kadang2 maen ps
gw paling suka geografi tentang negara-negara gitu (istilahnya apa sih?)
skrg gw ge mempelajari tentang benua eropa
seru banget...
don't give up....
u'll find the way.....keep learn english and teach me some....wkwkwkwkwk
pelit amat si om ini..
ckckckckck..
ntar gue ralat deh puisinya