Just my dee... part 1 - Start to love him ?!?! -

Fuji

Its been almost 4 month me and my bf in relationship.... never think it could be take this long.... lot of things happen between us.... and seems i really cant stop thinking about him... 3 days not meet him, makes me miss him so much... i remember when the begining we have this relationship... i never think i could felt in too deep in him... i just take my time easylly to not too care about our relationship and do all my others lifes... and what happens ?!?!? now, i wanna him became part off all my lifes...

Sometimes i'm so afraid that i cant be his good lover... all his kindness cant compared with mine... but he still accept and say that he understand all my conditions even sometimes i'm the one who's not understand him... Till now, i still not yet giving him worth things that he can proud of it... And sometimes i'm to selvis to him... OMG, i think i has being so evil to him...