Son of Altar Part I

soroi

I

Faith....believe....creed
Heaven....Inferno.....Judgement
Prophet.... Angel....Demon
Gabriel.....Lucifer....Michael
Scripture....holy....Sacre
He....He.....He

Those words very near in ears
But less in hands
Sometimes think about destiny
Someone who was destinied became Son of Altar
He is my friend, friendship

He sing in sacre place
He pray in every way he took
He had faith in every step that he walk
He had full of grace
He had full of faith
He had full of given
He had love of Lord

But I become so anxious with him
He cry every day in his bed
Like children, children of God
But what matter of his cried?
Is he cried for his sin
Is he cried for His grace
Or is he cried for his given

Every day he look angel and demon
two of them fight each other
sometime that angel is win
but many time that demon is win
Where The Lord??
Is He blind for losing angel
and let the demon conquer

He ask for forgiveness
What for???
Another man look him so pious
And yet his Father look him so
Well...what kind of his sin?
He start to pray
He pray for death soon
I pretend that he was joke for his pray
but his pray is mean

He asked me that his Lord give him something
Something who made he cried
Something who made he ask for forgiveness
Something who made he pray death soon
Something who made he so misery and suffer

What kind of that "thing" I suppose??
Whatever those thing, I dont believe it
it's because he is very near with his Lord
he is very near with his Father and his bishop too
many people think that he can solve
solve everything with his faith
with his favor of Lord
So...what thing that can make me believe for his touble??

soroi

II

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Mass

Mass is coming
I look him prepare
Prepare for bread and wine
Prepare for Father cloth
Prepare for candle
Prepare for lyric

Many man walk around
But he prepare those stuff alone
In calmly
In piously
In smilely
I feel light is coming for him
I feel grace is near him
I feel something different with him

His eyes
His eyes is young
But yet very tired
very heavy
very difficult
very different
What's wrong with him?
Are he sick?

He can lie for me from that face
He can lie for me from that body
He can lie for me from that soul
He can lie for me from that calmly
But, he can't lie for me from that eyes
He can't lie for me from that hands
He can't lie for me from that feets

Is that the man that I know?
What's happen with him
He look at me at that time
In smile, calm and empty face
those stare is so mean
like he wants someone help him
Help him to go out

Mass is begin and I let my attention in God
I close my eyes and begin hear Preacher
But my eyes can't be close
even I want to solemn in this mass
because someone out of there
Someone who stand with Father
Still stare at me
Water is come out from my eyes
it's not because I cry
It's not because I sick
It's because I can't help you

After Father finish preach
I wait for Blood and Flesh Sacrament
I look him help Father bring the cup of wine
It's my turn to get service
Father pray that bread and I eat that
After that he bring my turn cup of wine
He smile to me, with smile of empty
I drink that wine while look at him
I smile for him and for his soul
He respond my itention
I am very happy
But something different with that wine
Why the taste is like water???

soroi

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