Discreet guy in bandung

willypro

Hi, i'm willy. Actually, that's not my real name. I still living a very discreet life. I live in a very religious community. Until now i still don't know about my sexual preference coz i like cute girls, but somehow i cannot connect myseIf with them. I even had gone to see a psycholog and she couldn't define my sexual orientation. I told my bestfriend about my curiosity and she was surprised coz i am a guy who can easily talk to a girl. I am a midtwenty guy, live in bandung. I still believe in the Lord, (yeah i am christian). I'm chinese. Anyway deep down in my heart i need someone whom i can talk to. Someone who have a same problem with me. I just wanna share about my feeling and try to figure out myself.

stevfire

Kesimpulannya si mas nya ini galau, yaa banyak kog yg galau2 kayak gini, galau karena ada sesuatu yg dirasa aneh pada diri sendiri, galau karena ngerasa ada sesuatu yang gak normal, tapi tidak bisa di kontrol, alias perasaan itu datang dengan sendirinya, daaaannn solusinya saya gak tau, karena saya juga galauuuuuuuuuu, bwhahahahaha

Ascareus

pertanyaannya situ pernah suka sama cowok?

willypro

g bingung karena g kadang g suka ama cewek dan kadang perasaan itu suka surut dan g tertarik ama cowok.

Nobita_nobi

hello, yeah thats what i feel right now. i love cute girls, especially a cute next door girl. sometimes i can't easily set my heart to them. but one day i realize that curiosity just like what you feel now..do i like boys? at first i deny the feeling, but furthermore it is stronger and stronger because i am anxious to find out more. i live in a really religious community as well (im moslem) and this kind of life (gay) is prohibited. now i have girlfriend, and a really nice guy (i don't wanna say he is my boyfriend). but he is really nice to me. i think it's better for u to focus on a girl u love before u go far in this kind of life. my curiousity have brought me so far. i just wanna share my life. thanks

Nobita_nobi

yeah, sama kadang suka cewek kadang suka cowok. kadang lagi normal pengen dibelai wanita,apalagi yg cute, baik-baik,dikit manja, pengen grepe2..hahaha
tapi jujur gw ga terlalu suka k*nt*l,gatau kenapa.

RzkPrp

klasik sih, galau masalah sex orientation. cobain aja dulu, kalo kgk demen ya tinggalin, simple... beres deh. selamat mencoba

Boyorg

@Nobita_nobi
Akhir-akhir ini gw juga ga suka kontol. Soalnya gw tersugesti bahwa buat apa sih cowo suka kontol, kan udah punya kontol sendiri.

Terus sekarang gw kurang tertarik sama cowo yg style nya sama kaya gw. Mungkin gw tersugesti bahwa manusia itu cari yg beda dengan dirinya. Kalau liat Cowo yg style nya sama kaya gw, misalnya rambut diponi pinggir, gw jadi ngerasa liat diri gw sendiri. Jadinya dia terlihat membosankan.

willypro

Hahaha... Jadi sukanya yang kayak gimana boyorg?
Rzkprp gimana cara nyobanya hehehe

Nobita_nobi

@boyorg nah di sana bedanya,gw suka yang rada2 mirip gw, rada bulet (ga gendut2 amat), kacamataan, dgn bntukan nerd.

Boyorg

@willypro
Hm, semenjak gw kurang begitu suka lg ma cowo. Gw ga tau pasti cowo seperti apa yang bisa bikin gw "bahagia" baik secara lahiriah maupun batiniah hehehe

willypro

@boyorg jadi lu sekarang suka apa? Haha

willypro

@semua yeah...

tubagus

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Boyorg

@willypro

Sukanya apa y? , mungkin gw udah tersugesti oleh cowo2 normal bahwa ML ma cewe itu nikmaaat banget. Gw jadinya penasaran kan, apa betul ML ma cewe itu seenak yg mereka bicarakan.

Lebih jauh dari itu, gw jadi berfikir kenapa cowo str8 suka ma toket dan memek tapi kalau cowo gay sukanya ma kontol. Padahal kan onderdil cowo str8 dan gay sama aja.
Mungkin kalau ibaratnya komputer, hardware sih sama tapi software nya beda hehehe

willypro

@boyorg hahaha terus lu uda rasain dua2nya?