Discreet.

willypro

Hi, i'm willy. Actually, that's not my real name. I still living a very discreet life. I live in a very religious community. Until now i still don't know about my sexual preference coz i like cute girls, but somehow i cannot connect myseIf with them. I even had gone to see a psycholog and she couldn't define my sexual orientation. I told my bestfriend about my curiosity and she was surprised coz i am a guy who can easily talk to a girl. I am a midtwenty guy, live in bandung. I still believe in the Lord, (yeah i am christian). I'm chinese. Anyway deep down in my heart i need someone whom i can talk to. Someone who have a same problem with me. I just wanna share about my feeling and try to figure out myself.

Nobita_nobi

hello, yeah thats what i feel right now. i love cute girls, especially a cute next door girl. sometimes i can't easily set my heart to them. but one day i realize that curiosity just like what you feel now..do i like boys? at first i deny the feeling, but furthermore it is stronger and stronger because i am anxious to find out more. i live in a really religious community as well (im moslem) and this kind of life (gay) is prohibited. now i have girlfriend, and a really nice guy (i don't wanna say he is my boyfriend). but he is really nice to me. i think it's better for u to focus on a girl u love before u go far in this kind of life. my curiousity have brought me so far. i just wanna share my life. thanks

co_pku

In my opinion, every gay men has a certain reason why they turn gay. As for me (i think) because i lack of father's love during my childhood. So now, i'm hungry for a men's love as a grown up men. What about you? What you're feeling is called the "denial". Most of gay men feel the same way just like you at first. And most of them let their curiosity drag them deeper and deeper. You need to stop your curiosity before its too late. you need to back away for once and for all. Stop now and try look the other way. But if you can't do that, you need to accept and respect yourself the way you are. I'm not a very religious person but i believe that God is mercifull, right?

john_samph

hy willy. membaca postingan lu gw ikut tertarik juga untuk membagi pengalaman gw ma lu.
jujur gw seorang yang sangat di secrett. gw asli manado tp stay di bndung.
jgw juga sering merasakan yang lu rasa. terkadang gw pingin mati karna masalah penyimpangan sexual gw nih, tp jujur gw masih takut ama mati. gw sering berfikir sampai kapan gw bakal tersiksa dengan perasaan ini, di satu pihak gw sangat menyukai wanita sebagai patner sex tetapi di pihak laen gw lebih luluh dan bisa mencurahkan rasa sayang gw ke yang namanya kaum adam.
terkadang gw mulai bosan berkumpul dengan teman2 se gank di kampus gw yang smuanya bisa di bilang mereka adalah pria sejati. yang jadi pertanyaan gw apakah di hidup gw yang hanya skali ini hanya akan berakhir dengan kepura - puraan sampai gw bakal mati ?!!!

NB : sorry ya gw new be jadi belum mahir nge post

midi

sabaryah,hidup sebagai gay itu memang sulit dan penuh kepura-puraan.tapi jika kita bisa menerima hidup apa adanya, semuanya pasti menjadi lebih baik.aku juga discrett gay tapi makanya aku sedang mencari teman.karna cinta kayaknya terlalu susah untuk jadi nyata.

sorasinatra

halo semua, salam kenal.
kebanyakan dari kita memang punya rasa seperti itu. takut untuk show up ke orang lain, begitu juga dgn gue.
Tapi saat temen lo bisa nerima keadaan kita yang sebenarnya itu akan sangat menyenangkan sekali ya.